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September 29 I EXPECT...What say??? Quite a common line...I agree too !!! Problem is...I am waiting for my team to finish up the work, so that we can send it to client and go back home (Arre bhai, technical entry nahin hai...dont worry  )!!! And ya, I am really expecting them to finish it fast. Because being free now, this expectation and anxiety to go back now (or rather say, go back and sleep!!) is killing me now. Happens with everyone, I guess (sometimes )With a few years of experience behind me, I just realized that "I EXPECT..." is just one of the most dangerous lines in my life !!! I am not sure if I will be able to throw it away completely out of my life, but still would rate this as "Highly Explosive"...and yes, there are reasons to it... Time and then, as soon as I start expecting, I loose...loose badly, very badly !!! Probably because I tend to lean on other one - for help, for support - or simply saying it makes me dependent !!! And this dependency on someone is what makes me loose...ever happened with you? Let me put it in a different way...during my college days, I participated in extra curricular activities a lot. Initial years I really enjoyed whatever I did...be it technical presentations, debates, programming events...everything !!! I lost, I won...but it never affected me. It was pure masti. But as I started to win more, my college started sending me to events where it was like a do-and-die to win. Expecting more fame with this, with time, I lost my interest in all those. But to keep upto the "expectations", I did what I could...and to be honest, I myself expected to win every time... Considering another aspect of life, I expect my loved ones to give me back what I give them from my side - love, affection, support, friendship, time...everything what I can - but yes, this is where you are exposed!!! There lies the vulnerability... Well, I thought a lot, how come that happens? And I found an interesting answer and certainly can't get better than this (its in Sankrit, I am trying to put it in best possible way)... Karmanye Va Dhikaraste, Maam Faleshu Kadachan... Maam Karmfalheturbhurmo, Te Sangoastavya Karmani !!! It says - Do your Karma and don't expect - And I believe it in completely!!! I may not be able to do that completely but yes, from now on, atleast I can try to apply more of this to my life - after all these are words of Lord Krishna... Do your work, enjoy your life - But dont expect !!! Situations may be unavoidable, but still then why to expect...if it goes right, its good...if it cant, why to take more pain than is actually there or if its not present at all... And ya, as I stopped expecting my team to finish the things faster when I started writing, let me tell you that they are already gone and only I am the one sitting and enjoying...time passed gracefully as for few moments, I WAS NOT EXPECTING... September 25 Eradicating Poverty Through Profits !!!Just came across a book recently and I am really moved after going thru its initial pages... "The Fortune At The Bottom Of Pyramid" - "Eradicating Poverty Through Profits" by C.K.Prahalad... Its really awesome the way he has described how people below the poverty line can be served and high profits can be made. It signifies a win-win situation. The depth at which the market exists is just un-believable. Some 3-4 billion poeple's market can not be simply ignored. An awesome collection of facts...a must-read for every enterpreneur... September 16 Here I Go !!!Well, everyone keep saying...that i wanna grow, i want to reach there - on top, on top this world!!! Isn't it? Nah! First please dont tell me, u dont !! If thts the case, i wud certainly like to meet you
 ...But ever thought what you will loose in this process, apart from gaining...i m not saying u will loose completely, may be things differ from situation to situation. I hear people keep on saying tht we will get this n that...and i guess somewhere there lies a gap, and ya, again it differs (everyone n everythin cant fit at same place!!!). In this "junnon" of doin things, people overstrive...how, why, when, where - cant be said...
This MOMENT that is there, and the countless that is passing at such a rapid pace...can be MUCH MUCH BETTER than you can ever imagine...
Have goals, hard-struck goals; have that will to do it; have that dedication and commitment to do it...BUT DONT LOOSE YOUR OWN SELF IN THIS RACE...
Well, this concludes off my first personal blog entry...THE TIME IS TICKING, COUNTDOWN TO THAT UTLIMATE DESTINY HAS ALREADY BEGAN, so think this off if you still havnt...and take care...
And ya, before i close this off...do remember:
VAHAN KAUN HAI TERA MUSAFIR...TU JAAYEGA KAHAN !!! September 08 Limitation of SSIS BuffersSSIS provides a configurable setting of Data Flow Task, DefaultMaxBufferSize which defines the size of SSIS buffer. It also has a non-configurable property named MaxBufferSize which is set to 100 MB and can not be changed.While creating data flow custom components (source / destination), our team allowed components to handle data more than the available limit. For example, the Oracle Bulk Load Destination component, which allows bulk loading of data into Oracle Server, can take more than 100 MB data and load it into Oracle Sever. Also, source components, such as Oracle Source component, allow users to set properties and fetch more number of rows. But because of 100 MB limit, SSIS throws "Memory Out of Range Exception" while our server systems has huge amount of RAM available.Well, it would be certainly better if SSIS allow using more buffer. In any case, if system will run out even of virtual memory, it will throw a system exception but making a pre-assumption and setting limits such as 100 MB limits the performance of SSIS.
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